Same Location, 2nd Blog.

13:50 PM, still at the same library.

The final is on Math 303, 15:30 PM in Math building room 100.

I've started to feel nervous.

Real nervous.

But an unusual one.

Honestly, nothing can go wrong with this one. I know my stuffs.

I've read all the notes and all the texts. I've reviewed all the homeworks. I've went through all the sample midterms, sample finals, past midterms and past finals. All of them except this one with no answer key.

Still 90 more minutes to go and I'm sure I'll have time to get my hands on it. But it seems somewhat pointless.

Also, there's no way I can fail this course. I've aced both midterms (100% and 95%); I got close to 100% on all 11 homeworks. Although the final is 50%, I only need an estimate of 5% ~ 10% to pass this course. Well, of course, I don't want a pass mark, I want a A+. Haven't had one since forever.

But MAN~~, I just want to get this over with.

If I'm all well prepared, why am I feeling nervous then?

I guess... I've had this feeling before...

I'm nervous because there's a possibility that it'll be my LAST FINAL in ubc.

And the mere thought of that makes me uneasy.

I've had the same feeling 3 years ago. Year 2002, around the same time I guess. I THOUGHT that will be my last final here.

And then I came back to take some more extra courses because I was waiting to go to vietnam. And then Dec. 2002, I've had another final that I THOUGHT it'll really be my last one.

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Now I'm sitting here waiting for another tentative last final. That's really getting on my nerves.

There's an old chinese saying that states "same thing won't happen over three times".

Well, this is the third time. And althought I'm not really really keen on going to either waterloo or sfu, I do hope that this is the last one.

Really. Last last last last last one.

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On a second thought, the number "3" has never applied to me that often.

I usually ends at "4".

Darn. Does that mean I have another LAST FINAL to do...? This sux.

At this very moment, I really wish University of Waterloo accepts my application. 3 is enough.

If that's too much to ask, sfu will do.

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Every year, ubc has this event for newcomers called "Imagine UBC". It's like a tour for new students, instead of letting people to really imagine it.

Well, I can't IMAGINE another year at UBC anymore. Let me outta of here!!!

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In most cases, mindlessly shouting is just meaningless and won't help a bit...

I guess... If I really have to come back, I can still endure another year.. or two..

But please... if there's a God of Video Games or God of Comics. I've been a really good boy. I read comics and play video games at almost every moment possible. I prey to thee. Let me get out of UBC.

I promise, I'll play more video games and read more and more comics in return! Will You please kindly spare some miracle on me this time?

In the name of God of video games/comics, I pray.