Random Thoughts

I do realize that I blog so few in english nowadays.

Just finished reading Turtle & Alice's blog. And somehow it reminds me something Ben said to me.

"Your blog looks so sad, after you came back."

Perhaps...

I do wonder about lotta of things these days. Things that have no answer.

Yesterday as I walked by Metrotown's bus loop, I remembered a couple years ago, Rola and I had a big fight there. The reason has been long forgotten. All I can recall is that we were out for movie, and got into this big argument in the parking lot. So she walked to the bus stop and wanted to take the bus home.

That was the first time I got scared.

Scared of that she'll leave me forever and disappear from my life. I went after her all the way from Safe-On's parking lot to the bus loop. And I remembered clearly that I was about to down on my knees to beg her to come back. (Luckily, I didn't have to do that.)

Now, all that making her to stay thing looks like a big sad joke to me.

She has left anyways.

Back then, if I knew, maybe I would just let her go at the bus loop.

But of course, how would I ever know?

Eh... sorry I got carried away.

My point is, my little Turtle, you shall NEVER give up. Remember the Microsoft story about Bill Gates and his friends we learned from ACN? Life is struggle and one battle after another. You will prevail if you never stop thinking and never give up trying.

At least, that's what I'm trying to do. Though it's always easier said than done.

And Alice... you'll... be fine... Honestly. I don't know how hard you are trying, because everything to you seems to be so easy. And by the way, this may not help much, but I miss you a lot, too. And I felt a little jealous of Jessica that you phoned her to chat instead of me. ^_^

Yeah... I think I should go back to class now.

Good luck on everything... for everyone...

including Rola (my ex-center-of-universe).