Different world, we are living in. Of course it's different. She's in Taiwan, I'm here in Toronto. No, I don't mean just the difference in location. I mean the whole world is different. She lives in a high-class world where after work it's about shopping, partying, clubbing, enjoying life. I live in manga, video games and.. more video games.

That's fine tho, I don't think there's anything wrong with everyone having different hobby, and leisure activities. It's just that it's so hard .. 7 years ago I never thought I would say this, but obviously things are different now, it's so hard to find common things that we can talk about nowadays. We have no common friends other than those really old old friends whom we both already lost contact with. We have no common interest other than ... well... I just can't find anything in common. We have nothing to talk about other than asking each other how are things going and the conversation usually leads to nowhere and ends abruptly simply because the lack of things to talk about.

I was going to write her a letter about how much and why I'm still ... I don't know if this is still love or not, most likely I'm just trying to holding on to a dream which I should have waken up from long long time ago; 6 years ago, to be exact.