星期五, 1月 06, 2006

Things I want to tell her

Gotta write this down before I forgot.

Don't think she'll check my blog so everything should be good. ^^

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After we broke up, you've asked me so many times about how can I still be so nice to you.

The answer is simple.

Because I love you, I love all of you, I love everything that defines you.

Your good, your bad; your smiling face and your angry face. Everything.

I have to admit that I was rather childish during the break up. There was once that I couldn't understand why would you do this to me. But now I do.

It's just part of you. After I left Vancouver, it is inevitable that you'll fall in love with someone else. Asking you to keep the relationship between us is simply impossible. And if you did that, then you wouldn't be the one whom I love so much.

I know time can never go back. It is not possible that once again we love each other like we used to. But I'm still striving to become someone who you can love in the future.

You know, nothing that existed will ever last. I have no idea how long I can keep on loving you and I'm sure the feeling will fade away withing a couple decades.

But I just want you to know one thing.

Eight years ago, 1998 on the night of May 20th, you didn't make a wrong decision letting me become your boyfriend.

3 則留言:

匿名 提到...

i don't know her and has no offense.

your line #12 >>It's just part of you. After I left Vancouver, it is inevitable that you'll fall in love with someone else. Asking you to keep the relationship between us is simply impossible.<<

sounds like she's not steady/stable (sorry about my poor english and maybe i use the wrong word)

i can't express my thinking very clearly in blog, maybe chat on msn or other occation if you willing to talk about.

William Sung

星旋 提到...

dear Jeffery ~~~

there is something i need to tell u.....

if u wish to be her bf in the future..... u need to hurry up finish ur study and start working...

be honest with u... no girls want a bf who always study in school.... i will dump my bf, if he is not gonna start working soon..

i guess thats why i was dumped too. didn't want to work at that time...... i always told myself, girls are different, guys are suppose to take care of girls whether they work or not... but thats all crap.... because guys are the same.... in now days... whoever can't feed themselves are hadicapt (don't know how to spell)

good luck jeffery..... take more courses and get out of there

匿名 提到...

多久了???

起初也許難過傷心會有拉

不過時間久了, 你還跳不出來的話, 是你的問題哦

但是如果你喜歡那種裝可憐的身分的話, 又是另外一回事

振作吧, 現實是你自己掌握的, 不要沉溺在以前的想法了