"I'm so tired of working..."
She used to be a happy, grateful and determined young girl. And I was shocked to hear those words from her mouth. It's not the words that shocks me but the way she said it. She sounds exhausted and desperate (of getting out).
If there's anything I have learned from the past 2 years of working life - it's that "People do change". Little by little, piece by piece, many old friends of mine changed a lot after they start working.
Me too, although I have considered myself pretty resistent to change. But even I can notice that I have sorta lost the passion I used to have, the fulfilling sense of completion is gradually fading away as well.
Believe or not, I used to be happy just because I learned how to rap a song; finished a boss from videogame; getting a new comic book.....
Doing those things nowadays... still excites me, but not as much... anymore.
Speaking of which, no wonder i'm getting a lot of "I'm so bored!!!!!" from my friends these days. And I'm kinda scared... what will happen when the feeling has totally fade away? Would I become a dull adult like those people I see everyday on bus, MRT and train? Is it inevitable?
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