World Wide WordsEver wonder about the originality of some wierd words such as "Hocus-pocus", "Blackmail", "Honorificabilitudinitatibus", "Will-o'-the-wist" or "Zenzizenzizenzic"?
Probably... not... Curiosity kills a cat... people don't wonder about useless things anymore because it's so dangerous... it kills...
星期一, 5月 31, 2004
星期四, 5月 27, 2004
Washingtonienne
Jessica Cutler's Blog... revived... unedited...
Well... that's a story of how power (and $) decays humanity.
Not that anyone cares nowadays. This is the best century ever...
Jessica Cutler's Blog... revived... unedited...
Well... that's a story of how power (and $) decays humanity.
Not that anyone cares nowadays. This is the best century ever...
I was going to take a nap but soon realize that if i do fall asleep, won't be able to wake up anytime soon...
So...
I had a weird dream last night.
It was about me and my x-gf and Ken and his gf all went out to a summer vacation trip. We ended up in a grand hotel of some unknown island, the sun is shining and there's no cloud you can see in the vast blue sky. Anyways, it was a beautiful dream to start with.
But while I was sleeping in one of the hotel's room (Yeah, I dreamed about sleeping), all of a sudden I woke up and decided to take a stroll in the hall. It was a couple hours past mid-night and there I was loitering in the hallway doing nothing. When all of a sudden, all the doors starts to open and close and open and close on me. Of course that scared the hell out of me so I ran to the escalator trying to get out of this haunted hotel... and somehow as I ran, I can see my friends outside of the window, on the grass, eating and chatting and having a great time by themselves. I was desperate to join them and even more desperate trying to get out of the building (the doors are still opening and closing), and that's when I wake up.
I can still remember what the hotel looks like and I'm sure it's nothing I've seen before. Weird dreams as it is...
Jeffrey. Out.
So...
I had a weird dream last night.
It was about me and my x-gf and Ken and his gf all went out to a summer vacation trip. We ended up in a grand hotel of some unknown island, the sun is shining and there's no cloud you can see in the vast blue sky. Anyways, it was a beautiful dream to start with.
But while I was sleeping in one of the hotel's room (Yeah, I dreamed about sleeping), all of a sudden I woke up and decided to take a stroll in the hall. It was a couple hours past mid-night and there I was loitering in the hallway doing nothing. When all of a sudden, all the doors starts to open and close and open and close on me. Of course that scared the hell out of me so I ran to the escalator trying to get out of this haunted hotel... and somehow as I ran, I can see my friends outside of the window, on the grass, eating and chatting and having a great time by themselves. I was desperate to join them and even more desperate trying to get out of the building (the doors are still opening and closing), and that's when I wake up.
I can still remember what the hotel looks like and I'm sure it's nothing I've seen before. Weird dreams as it is...
Jeffrey. Out.
星期三, 5月 26, 2004
星期二, 5月 25, 2004
星期一, 5月 24, 2004
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星期六, 5月 22, 2004
That's one of my best friends in UBC, I think I mentioned his name alot in my post. It's Ken or kenny. He excels in many things that echos his name, for example, play street fighter as Ken and study at Chem. This picture is taken last winter in Osaka ... something train. When we went there together. He is going to be a successful pharmacist. Going to tackle the big exam in a couple days. Wish him all the BEST!! BY THE WAY, He thinks that his eye looks like Jay Chou (the Pop-Music King) in this picture. If any of you think the same way, plz leave a comment, if not, leave a comment as well. :D The Comment link will take you to a place to sign in, but you can always leave comments as annoymnous (no need to sign in), just click another link after u get inside...
星期五, 5月 21, 2004
"I, neoxaser, just realize that I am too chicken to challenge Dean or Young in SSBM." - But this is not true. I had many good reasons for haven't had time to challenge them. My game is still at John's place, and last time i went back to vancouver was too busy with taking care of my cousin and school stuff...
星期四, 5月 20, 2004
星期三, 5月 19, 2004
"I'm so tired of working..."
She used to be a happy, grateful and determined young girl. And I was shocked to hear those words from her mouth. It's not the words that shocks me but the way she said it. She sounds exhausted and desperate (of getting out).
If there's anything I have learned from the past 2 years of working life - it's that "People do change". Little by little, piece by piece, many old friends of mine changed a lot after they start working.
Me too, although I have considered myself pretty resistent to change. But even I can notice that I have sorta lost the passion I used to have, the fulfilling sense of completion is gradually fading away as well.
Believe or not, I used to be happy just because I learned how to rap a song; finished a boss from videogame; getting a new comic book.....
Doing those things nowadays... still excites me, but not as much... anymore.
Speaking of which, no wonder i'm getting a lot of "I'm so bored!!!!!" from my friends these days. And I'm kinda scared... what will happen when the feeling has totally fade away? Would I become a dull adult like those people I see everyday on bus, MRT and train? Is it inevitable?
She used to be a happy, grateful and determined young girl. And I was shocked to hear those words from her mouth. It's not the words that shocks me but the way she said it. She sounds exhausted and desperate (of getting out).
If there's anything I have learned from the past 2 years of working life - it's that "People do change". Little by little, piece by piece, many old friends of mine changed a lot after they start working.
Me too, although I have considered myself pretty resistent to change. But even I can notice that I have sorta lost the passion I used to have, the fulfilling sense of completion is gradually fading away as well.
Believe or not, I used to be happy just because I learned how to rap a song; finished a boss from videogame; getting a new comic book.....
Doing those things nowadays... still excites me, but not as much... anymore.
Speaking of which, no wonder i'm getting a lot of "I'm so bored!!!!!" from my friends these days. And I'm kinda scared... what will happen when the feeling has totally fade away? Would I become a dull adult like those people I see everyday on bus, MRT and train? Is it inevitable?
星期二, 5月 18, 2004
星期一, 5月 17, 2004
17th eh? 10 more days to go before my dear mom leaves me alone...
Curretly at 78kg, still have 8kg to go before I win the "Grand Dinner". Hmm... maybe I do have to speed up a little, it's been 3 weeks already and i only lost 2kg.
I've seen people (My Cousin, Julian) lost 20+ kg over a period of time. And seriously, salute to them. For some of us, to lose weight in a healthy way is really not an easy path to take. As it requires time, effort, resistance to food and many many other factors in order to succeed. Losing weight is both a mental and physical game, and DAMN for how hard this game is.
It's just so not right - how come (generally) all the food that taste best to me are considered to be "bad food" to my health. There must be something wrong with my blueprint. My designer should have designed me the way that whenever I do the stuff that pleases myself (without violates other people's rights, of course), I become healthier and healthier. Or, at least, when I'm trying to do something to damage myself, the warning siren should be more immediate and "LOUDER PLEASE!!". For example, when i'm already overweight, whenever I eat KFC chicken, make me puke asap...
Hmm... It's hard to deny that I wasn't complaining. But no, I wasn't complaining. It's just something to think of... maybe this universe or "GOD" or supernatural force or whatever u calls it, works in mysterious ways that my puny little brain will never be able to understand its true purpose and reason.
And no, I'm not trying to understand it. Because I don't have wings, so I would never try to fly. Until then...
P.S. If none of you understand what I'm talking about, it's okay, me either...
Curretly at 78kg, still have 8kg to go before I win the "Grand Dinner". Hmm... maybe I do have to speed up a little, it's been 3 weeks already and i only lost 2kg.
I've seen people (My Cousin, Julian) lost 20+ kg over a period of time. And seriously, salute to them. For some of us, to lose weight in a healthy way is really not an easy path to take. As it requires time, effort, resistance to food and many many other factors in order to succeed. Losing weight is both a mental and physical game, and DAMN for how hard this game is.
It's just so not right - how come (generally) all the food that taste best to me are considered to be "bad food" to my health. There must be something wrong with my blueprint. My designer should have designed me the way that whenever I do the stuff that pleases myself (without violates other people's rights, of course), I become healthier and healthier. Or, at least, when I'm trying to do something to damage myself, the warning siren should be more immediate and "LOUDER PLEASE!!". For example, when i'm already overweight, whenever I eat KFC chicken, make me puke asap...
Hmm... It's hard to deny that I wasn't complaining. But no, I wasn't complaining. It's just something to think of... maybe this universe or "GOD" or supernatural force or whatever u calls it, works in mysterious ways that my puny little brain will never be able to understand its true purpose and reason.
And no, I'm not trying to understand it. Because I don't have wings, so I would never try to fly. Until then...
P.S. If none of you understand what I'm talking about, it's okay, me either...
星期五, 5月 14, 2004
Last night I was talking to a very angry girl. She said she has been conspired by her love-of-life and her best friend. Her x-bf was going out with her best friend for like 5 or 6 month before she "accidently" rat them out. "No wonder last Valentines was 3 of us going out together instead of we going out alone!", she proclaimed in anger.
Well, I didn't know exactly how to make her fell less furious about the whole thing. So after she went on for like 25+ Minutes (I was playing WarCraft while she's complaining), I said "at least now you have found out the truth, start to look for another guy already, he is a total jerk and you can do much better."
But then she said, "If I never find out the truth, I would be much happier and we can all still be good friends with each other. Now I have lost my bf and my best friend in return of the truth, if that's the case, I would rather live a lie."
Because I was still playing Warcraft so I wasn't thinking much about what she said. Afterall, that was just a super lame story going on everyday around us, people who go out with their best friends and so on... :p
But now I think of it, perhaps hiding the truth away would be for the best in many occasions. What if... she never find out? Would that lead to a happier ending?
Just something to think of... while I'm drifting mindlessly on Elevator -> Scooter -> Escalator -> Train -> Escalator -> MRT -> Escalator -> Bus -> Elevator to office everyday. And reverse the above routine while going back home...
Oh yeah, I had her permission to post it here, since none of you who read this knows her... maybe ...
Anyways... it's no biggie... She's a happy girl and I'm sure she'll be able to walk out of it in no time. On the other hand, in many ways, I wish I can be as tough as she is...
Well, I didn't know exactly how to make her fell less furious about the whole thing. So after she went on for like 25+ Minutes (I was playing WarCraft while she's complaining), I said "at least now you have found out the truth, start to look for another guy already, he is a total jerk and you can do much better."
But then she said, "If I never find out the truth, I would be much happier and we can all still be good friends with each other. Now I have lost my bf and my best friend in return of the truth, if that's the case, I would rather live a lie."
Because I was still playing Warcraft so I wasn't thinking much about what she said. Afterall, that was just a super lame story going on everyday around us, people who go out with their best friends and so on... :p
But now I think of it, perhaps hiding the truth away would be for the best in many occasions. What if... she never find out? Would that lead to a happier ending?
Just something to think of... while I'm drifting mindlessly on Elevator -> Scooter -> Escalator -> Train -> Escalator -> MRT -> Escalator -> Bus -> Elevator to office everyday. And reverse the above routine while going back home...
Oh yeah, I had her permission to post it here, since none of you who read this knows her... maybe ...
Anyways... it's no biggie... She's a happy girl and I'm sure she'll be able to walk out of it in no time. On the other hand, in many ways, I wish I can be as tough as she is...
星期四, 5月 13, 2004
Somehow... this month seems longer than any others.
To me, May is a very special month. 1998.05.21 was the first day I've gotten my first gf. And 2 years ago, it was the month I graduate from UBC. Although all those things used to seems critical in my life, after so many years, they seems to be less and less important to me nowadays...
The question is... will anything happen to me... anything super special, this month? So far, seems highly unlikely. I'm too chicken to go after any girls. I still can't fully make up my mind about the whole going back stuff. I still can't c myself in 5... or 6 years...
Okay, there's one special thing - it's gonna be the first time I pay tax and fill out the forms all by myself, the first time in my life... Not a very pleasant thing compare to those good old ones, eh?
The whole growing up thing... one has to face more and more unhappy things instead of happy ones.
Seriously, I want to write down some happy stuffs here. But so far, the only thing I can think of ... is Nintendo's next handheld, NDS. Hopefully, it's going to be super super super great. But I read a stupid negative news on google about how the duel screen's cost will hurt Nintendo in many ways. Since each and every cellphone, mp3 player... whatever, needs LCD screen nowadays. LCD screen's shortage has made them more and more expansive. This sure will be a big concern for Nintendos... See? Even the happiest thing so far has its dark side...
I should give up just now...
To me, May is a very special month. 1998.05.21 was the first day I've gotten my first gf. And 2 years ago, it was the month I graduate from UBC. Although all those things used to seems critical in my life, after so many years, they seems to be less and less important to me nowadays...
The question is... will anything happen to me... anything super special, this month? So far, seems highly unlikely. I'm too chicken to go after any girls. I still can't fully make up my mind about the whole going back stuff. I still can't c myself in 5... or 6 years...
Okay, there's one special thing - it's gonna be the first time I pay tax and fill out the forms all by myself, the first time in my life... Not a very pleasant thing compare to those good old ones, eh?
The whole growing up thing... one has to face more and more unhappy things instead of happy ones.
Seriously, I want to write down some happy stuffs here. But so far, the only thing I can think of ... is Nintendo's next handheld, NDS. Hopefully, it's going to be super super super great. But I read a stupid negative news on google about how the duel screen's cost will hurt Nintendo in many ways. Since each and every cellphone, mp3 player... whatever, needs LCD screen nowadays. LCD screen's shortage has made them more and more expansive. This sure will be a big concern for Nintendos... See? Even the happiest thing so far has its dark side...
I should give up just now...
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And for those who want to write with mouse on MSN
And for those who want to write with mouse on MSN
星期三, 5月 12, 2004
Mess with MSN Messenger: msn emoticons nicknames skins download addons botsThis is where you mess with MSN Messenger ^_^
Like Starcraft... I find myself repeatedly going back to play Warcraft III. Blizzard is really an awesome company, I have to admit.
I've made a bet with little Jeff that I'll lost 10kg before he gain 10kg. Somehow, I'm confident that I can win this bet. And by the way, it's the biggest bet I've ever had in my life. And lose 10kg won't be easy...
Time really flies... Day after day, week after week. 1 hour seems like nothing nowadays. And a week or 2 seems not so far away. I have this theory that "as we grow up, we get used to 'time'". Like when u sit in hot water (bearable hot water) long enough, you don't feel hot anymore - when we have passed enough time, we don't feel time passing by anymore.
Time & Spaces are... miracles... if God is almighty, would He be able to turn back time?
Funny whenever I starts writing on blog, I feel like ... sad ...
Interesting, gotta investigate how come the way things are the way they are...
I've made a bet with little Jeff that I'll lost 10kg before he gain 10kg. Somehow, I'm confident that I can win this bet. And by the way, it's the biggest bet I've ever had in my life. And lose 10kg won't be easy...
Time really flies... Day after day, week after week. 1 hour seems like nothing nowadays. And a week or 2 seems not so far away. I have this theory that "as we grow up, we get used to 'time'". Like when u sit in hot water (bearable hot water) long enough, you don't feel hot anymore - when we have passed enough time, we don't feel time passing by anymore.
Time & Spaces are... miracles... if God is almighty, would He be able to turn back time?
Funny whenever I starts writing on blog, I feel like ... sad ...
Interesting, gotta investigate how come the way things are the way they are...
星期五, 5月 07, 2004
星期三, 5月 05, 2004
Cloudy and Windy all day. It's my first time this year riding scooters all the way to office. Rather Stupid, I think. The reason of doing that still bothers me. Maybe it's because I'm going to Dan-Sui tonight and may not be able to go home early.
Mom is coming tomorrow and because of her heavy luggage, I shall go airport and pick her up.
As a side note... I'm still not sure if go back for acturary is a good idea...
Mom is coming tomorrow and because of her heavy luggage, I shall go airport and pick her up.
As a side note... I'm still not sure if go back for acturary is a good idea...
星期一, 5月 03, 2004
Portrait Illustration Maker - Let's make an original icon!!
cool site, u can make ur own avatar that looks like u
cool site, u can make ur own avatar that looks like u
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