I'm still in love with a girl from 10 years ago.

I'm sure there must be a better way of saying that sentence.....

116th Month if we're still together.

While uttering that to myself, I felt really lonely.

I actually had like 5-6 topics that I thought I was going to write.

But now that I'm sitting here trying to put down something, I can't seem to remember any of them.

Oh well... that's what happen when you're getting old.

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Oh ya, I was going to write about Rola.

The thing I really bothers me about this topic is that there's no one I'm really willing to talk to about Rola. Not that people don't want to listen, I do have many really close friends whom I know would take the time to listen and share their opinions with me.

But the thing is, it's been too long, and I really don't want to keep bothering them about the same thing over and over again. I mean, if it's another girl, then I'll talk. But come on, it's Rola, it's always Rola and it has been Rola for the last freaking 10 years.

Oh my god, it's been 10 years.

I don't even want to bother Rola about this thing anymore. She knows, I can only hope.

The good thing about reviving an un-used blog site is that no one is going to read it. Therefore, I can just write whatever I want.

Hmm, come think of it, this site does need some work, most of the blog links on the right probably needs to update, and I want to give it a new look as well.

It's the 2nd day of 2008 and I'm still in Vancouver, going back to Toronto tomorrow and "probably" start working next week.

I just turned 28. Still achieved nothing, no girl friend, no money, no car, no job yet. It's also the 10th year with rola (if we're still together).

Sigh, anyways, I'm going to make some huge change this year.

I know this year is going to be different.

(And thank God I sound like a loser)